2007-05-12T11:41:00.000-07:00

feeling so sad now and donno wat to do also...haiz....trying to tell her how i feel but i don dare to say out anything and just keep everything in my heart until i very xin ku and even cry everyday...last time no matter wat happen and i also wont cry de but now haiz..at first i though tat i wont fall in love for anyone le after jac broke wif me coz i feeling so sacre to in love again..until one day i fall in love wif someone but she now got stead le and her stead i also know de...sometime i wanna tell her wat i feel but in de end i don dare to tell her..donno wat shall i do?last time i got jio her before but she nv accect me and now i fall in love wif her agian..tis time my love for her is keep on growing and i cant stop it...maybe i and her really don hv de fate to be togther but at least i got de chance to see her everyday...just hope tat watever i need she need someone or feeling sad and i can be by her side accompany her coz i don wan her to feel lonely or think tat no one care abt her....wat shall i do????no one can really understand how i feeling now...i feeling so helpness and hate myself so much....stop here le..love ?????? forever....

confuss